We are having a baby!
It's okay. I'm still in shock, too.
No, this pregnancy was not planned. No, I was not super excited at first. Yes, I did have my moments of mourning for my life being completely altered before I was prepared for it. And yes, it's still hard to accept the fact that I am growing a human being inside of me and I want to throw up then pass out on the couch 90% of the time.
But now that it has happened and there's no turning back, I am truly excited about having a little bundle of joy in our lives that we get to call our child.
Yep, that's a positive! |
Here's the crazy thing, though: we can't figure out exactly how we got pregnant.
I mean, we know how we got pregnant. The birds and the bees speech is not needed, and a little too late if we did. What we can't figure out is exactly when it happened, according to my due date.
I knew that we had a possibility of getting pregnant, so I started really keeping up with everything. Once I found out we were expecting, I immediately tried to look back and see how far along I was, and it looked like I was a little over 6 weeks, which would mean I would be 9 weeks by the time we had our sonogram.
After seeing the baby, the sonographer determined I was 5 weeks 6 days, not 9 weeks.
Once I was over the shock of being 3 weeks earlier than originally thought, I looked over my little handy-dandy app that keeps track of everything for me, and it just didn't make sense. Of course, I could've forgotten about recording in the app a time or two, but I really don't think I did.
After further research, I have come to the conclusion that God said we were going to have a child around October 18th. It is the only explanation that makes sense, and it's the only explanation that gives me comfort.
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So, where does my life (and my blog) go from here?
Obviously, my life is no longer about being a wife, a nanny, and a dance teacher anymore. I now have to add the role of being a mom.
Nope, still not used to the idea of me being a mom.
I have decided to put this blog on hold, and to start up a new one that will be dedicated to this next chapter of my life. I am going to call it:
My New, Crazy, Pregnant Life
It'll be similar to this one, but I'll be giving week-by-week updates and pictures on this little person that is taking over our life. I will still include recipes, stories, and my usual randomness as I have always given.
Pregnancy won't change that :)
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So, here we go! Diving head-first into this new world that has me excited, nervous, terrified, and nauseous. I have a feeling the next 34 weeks will be like no other, and there will probably be many tears shed and sleepless nights, but I know that there will also be many laughs and awe-inspiring moments that will fill our lives and our hearts. I have no idea what this pregnancy will entail, but I am so thankful that I have wonderful friends and family that surround us and a husband that I get to walk beside through this new journey we get to embark on together.
Ready or not, here Baby comes!
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